I'm so sorry

This is not a suicide note. This note is for my wife.

I´m so sorry for all the things i've done wrong. As human i have defects, defects that are innerent to me. I cannot get rid of them. They are part of my nature and you have accepted those at some extended.

Sometimes I explode, hope you can read this. Exploding is natural and you know it perfectly because you are so mature.

I need to be forgiven by god. Sometimes I wish I could not continue anymore and sleep forever starting now. However, let's have a bit more fun by now. Don't take life so seriously like Guason said.